Bad Dreams
Usually I don't dream. Not that I am boring, or don't have an incredible fantasy life or anything, I just don't dream. But the last week I have really been making up for lost time. Nothing good either. And quite creative. In years past, most of my dreams that I could remember were me searching for something. I never found anything, but I was almost always looking. Lately, I have either been witnessing people get killed, die in an accident, or hunting them down and killing them myself. Graphically.
In my daily life I am not much of a pushover, but I don't view myself as a killer type either, LOL. The dreams have been quite unsettling. Last night was quiet, which was nice. I have had alot of stress at work lately, which finally the projects I was under pressure with got completed Tuesday. It may have been related to that. I think the thing that scares me the most is I used to sleepwalk as a child and young adult. I do NOT want to start that again now as it could be aweful. If I fell I'd be a goner! It has been over 15 years since I last walked in my sleep (at least that I know of) and I am hopeful I can avoid it forever.
Anyway, I thought getting it off my mind a little here might also help in dealing with it. Other than that, things are status quo. (They generally suck)
Cheery aren't I?
In my daily life I am not much of a pushover, but I don't view myself as a killer type either, LOL. The dreams have been quite unsettling. Last night was quiet, which was nice. I have had alot of stress at work lately, which finally the projects I was under pressure with got completed Tuesday. It may have been related to that. I think the thing that scares me the most is I used to sleepwalk as a child and young adult. I do NOT want to start that again now as it could be aweful. If I fell I'd be a goner! It has been over 15 years since I last walked in my sleep (at least that I know of) and I am hopeful I can avoid it forever.
Anyway, I thought getting it off my mind a little here might also help in dealing with it. Other than that, things are status quo. (They generally suck)
Cheery aren't I?
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